Touched My Heart

On this glorious morning....

on the new beginning of the year

1st Muharram

let us reflect back what we have done up until now...

have we done anything as a muslim

what have we done so far 

...to gain Allah's Love

His Love

despite our negligence and repulsion

His love and compassion never stops to flow towards us

to His frail ungrateful servants

His grace and sustenance has 

until now

 overflow onto us

are we not mindful of that?

are we not aware of his blessings?

all that is exist around us is a blessing from Him

our home to sleep

our family

our friends

...and the plans that is in store for us to come

IS a blessing for us

And true

the greatest blessing that had bestowed upon us

the blessing that have been forgotten

which has been with us since long

is being a MU'MIN

لا اله الا الله

verily He is the most gracious

Touched the hearts for those who listens

"Ya Rahman, have compassion on our weakness

O Ghafar, forgive our sins

O Sattaru, conceal our faults"

Teguhnya

Ya Allah...
damaikanlah hati-hati kami...

Teguhnya seorang ibu
ibu sememangnya kuat
bagaimana kamu mampu mananggung?
menampung perit di hati

mampukah aku nanti?

ibu memang hebat
demi anak-anak tercinta
terus teguh menghadapi
sememangnya wanita yang kuat itu
terukir senyuman di bibirnya
sedang sabar cuba dibina

namun susah ku mahu ungkapkan sayang
hanya mampu ku lihat di sisi
pendengar setia buatmu

umi...nisah sayang umi sangat-sangat...

He Knows

Syukur Alhamdulillah all Praise to Allah,

the Most Gracious the Most Merciful...

He who always hear our prayers..our cry...

verily, He who knows what is best for us,

what we can afford, what we can bear,

What we really need...

at the right moment

at the right time.

He is the All Knowing, the Great Planner...

and truly He Knows:

 "Indeed what is to come is better for you than what has gone by"
(93:4)

I always pray for you my friends

this friendship will never end

it will never wither

As the bond in the name of Allah

will never break...

Strong as we were together

Stronger still will it be when we've parted

In every single moment and day

in triump and in sorrow

you have been in my Du'a 

..always

tahan

Kemarahan bukan mudah ditanggung

Bukan mudah ditahan

Demi ikatan ukhuwwah ini

Sanggup ku menahan

Keberangan diganti duka kecewa

Apa kan daya diri seorang hamba

Hanya mampu menahan

Perit bersama air mata..

Usaha

Allah bersama kita

“Hidup ini harus kaya dengan kerja-kerja besar,

Cita-cita tinggi dan usaha keras tanpa henti”

quote from BroHamzah of LangitIlahi.

Kata-kata yang sangat ‘inspirational’

Membuka mata dari lamunan

Menyedarkan hati yang alpa

Hidup kita bukan sekadar untuk diteruskan sahaja

Bukan juga sekadar menjalaninya sahaja

Kita tidak sepatutnya menjadi mangsa keadaan

Tapi kitalah yang mencipta keadaan

Bersama kekuatan dan usaha gigih

Beserta tawakal dan pengharapan yang tinggi

insyaAllah, dengan izinNya

what we plan will come true

…and what He has plan for us

That IS the best for us

--to be the better person..for this UMMAH

It is  not about the flow

But the EFFORTS that counts

Might

2 months to go
a lot more to be done
can i manage?
can i attain it?

all that's left is doing out of my might
and strive to do my very best
that's how i'll achieve my ultimate goal

still remembering what Dr L had said to one of my friend on how to strive hard
...there would always be something sweet behind every bitterness ^^

To Do

what there is to say
do what i can, i will

"what is there to be worried about?'
..asked a friend,
"the more you're distressed, it wouldn't change anything.
the time wouldn't extend as we want it to be.
what will be done, will be done"

all that's left is is my effort
must get through.
no matter what.

Admit n Move On

Disturbing thoughts had been running in and out of my mind

troubles from before to present

circulating, repeatedly... struck my mind

haunting me all through the nights

Then realizing

shouldn't have kept it to myself

it will only suffocate me

everyone around is there for me now

as long as i'm still studying here

friends and teachers are there

even if..

even if I have to admit everything

it is for the benefits of my conscience.

the sunset means a new beginning will come