tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50745840617799379182024-03-19T04:37:25.262-07:00Nysahamdy'sthis is my storiesnysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-20262351456848257242013-11-04T22:12:00.002-08:002013-11-05T00:22:40.903-08:00Touched My Heart<div style="text-align: center;">
On this glorious morning....</div>
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on the new beginning of the year</div>
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1st Muharram</div>
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let us reflect back what we have done up until now...</div>
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have we done anything as a muslim</div>
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what have we done so far </div>
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...to gain Allah's Love</div>
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His Love</div>
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despite our negligence and repulsion</div>
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His love and compassion never stops to flow towards us</div>
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to His frail ungrateful servants</div>
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His grace and sustenance has </div>
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until now</div>
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overflow onto us</div>
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are we not mindful of that?</div>
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are we not aware of his blessings?</div>
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all that is exist around us is a blessing from Him</div>
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our home to sleep</div>
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our family</div>
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our friends</div>
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...and the plans that is in store for us to come</div>
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IS a blessing for us</div>
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And true</div>
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the greatest blessing that had bestowed upon us</div>
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the blessing that have been forgotten</div>
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which has been with us since long</div>
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is being a MU'MIN</div>
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لا اله الا الله</div>
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verily He is the most gracious</div>
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Touched the hearts for those who listens</div>
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"Ya Rahman, have compassion on our weakness</div>
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O Ghafar, forgive our sins</div>
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O Sattaru, conceal our faults"</div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-5758522463988284582013-08-04T08:57:00.001-07:002013-08-04T15:52:27.936-07:00Teguhnya<br />
Ya Allah...<br />
damaikanlah hati-hati kami...<br />
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Teguhnya seorang ibu<br />
ibu sememangnya kuat<br />
bagaimana kamu mampu mananggung?<br />
menampung perit di hati<br />
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mampukah aku nanti?<br />
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ibu memang hebat<br />
demi anak-anak tercinta<br />
terus teguh menghadapi<br />
sememangnya wanita yang kuat itu<br />
terukir senyuman di bibirnya<br />
sedang sabar cuba dibina<br />
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namun susah ku mahu ungkapkan sayang<br />
hanya mampu ku lihat di sisi<br />
pendengar setia buatmu<br />
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umi...nisah sayang umi sangat-sangat...nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-38579566204202010662013-07-31T21:01:00.003-07:002013-07-31T21:02:52.522-07:00He Knows<div style="text-align: center;">
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Syukur Alhamdulillah all Praise to Allah,</div>
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the Most Gracious the Most Merciful...</div>
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He who always hear our prayers..our cry...</div>
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verily, He who knows what is best for us,</div>
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what we can afford, what we can bear,</div>
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What we really need...</div>
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at the right moment</div>
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at the right time.</div>
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He is the All Knowing, the Great Planner...</div>
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and truly He Knows:</div>
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"Indeed what is to come is better for you than what has gone by"<br />
(93:4)<sup style="background-color: white; color: #464646; font-family: Verdana; font-size: 7pt; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25px;"></sup></div>
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I always pray for you my friends</div>
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this friendship will never end</div>
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it will never wither</div>
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As the bond in the name of Allah</div>
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will never break...</div>
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Strong as we were together</div>
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Stronger still will it be when we've parted</div>
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In every single moment and day</div>
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in triump and in sorrow</div>
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you have been in my Du'a </div>
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..always</div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-32305936276782455062013-07-11T22:07:00.003-07:002013-07-12T12:58:54.555-07:00tahan<div style="text-align: left;">
Kemarahan bukan mudah ditanggung <br />
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Bukan mudah ditahan <br />
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Demi ikatan ukhuwwah ini <br />
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Sanggup ku menahan
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Keberangan diganti duka kecewa <br />
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Apa kan daya diri seorang hamba <br />
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Hanya mampu menahan <br />
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Perit bersama air mata..</div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-64443178842971553652013-07-04T18:44:00.001-07:002013-07-04T20:02:54.255-07:00Usaha<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span lang="EN-US">“Hidup ini harus kaya dengan kerja-kerja
besar,</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Cita-cita tinggi dan usaha keras tanpa henti”</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">quote from BroHamzah of LangitIlahi.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Kata-kata yang sangat ‘inspirational’</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Membuka mata dari lamunan</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Menyedarkan hati yang alpa</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-US">Hidup kita bukan sekadar untuk diteruskan sahaja</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Bukan juga sekadar menjalaninya sahaja</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Kita tidak sepatutnya menjadi mangsa
keadaan</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Tapi kitalah yang mencipta keadaan</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Bersama kekuatan dan usaha gigih</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Beserta tawakal dan pengharapan yang tinggi</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">insyaAllah, dengan izinNya</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">what we plan will come true</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-US">…and what He has plan for us</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">That IS the best for us</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">--to be the better person..for this UMMAH</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">It is
not about the flow</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">But the EFFORTS that counts</span></div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-38868382960189620542013-05-02T08:18:00.002-07:002013-05-02T22:35:27.267-07:00Might2 months to go<br />
a lot more to be done<br />
can i manage?<br />
can i attain it?<br />
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all that's left is doing out of my might<br />
and strive to do my very best<br />
that's how i'll achieve my ultimate goal<br />
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still remembering what Dr L had said to one of my friend on how to strive hard<br />
...there would always be something sweet behind every bitterness ^^nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-8161996986004562002013-04-11T03:57:00.000-07:002013-05-01T17:49:56.277-07:00To Dowhat there is to say<br />
do what i can, i will<br />
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"what is there to be worried about?'<br />
..asked a friend,<br />
"the more you're distressed, it wouldn't change anything.<br />
the time wouldn't extend as we want it to be.<br />
what will be done, will be done"<br />
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all that's left is is my effort<br />
must get through.<br />
no matter what.<br />
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<br />nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-7719907633773736132013-03-24T07:46:00.002-07:002013-03-24T07:46:15.074-07:00Admit n Move On<div style="text-align: center;">
Disturbing thoughts had been running in and out of my mind</div>
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troubles from before to present</div>
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circulating, repeatedly... struck my mind</div>
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haunting me all through the nights</div>
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Then realizing</div>
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shouldn't have kept it to myself</div>
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it will only suffocate me</div>
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everyone around is there for me now</div>
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as long as i'm still studying here</div>
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friends and teachers are there</div>
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even if..</div>
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even if I have to admit everything</div>
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it is for the benefits of my conscience.</div>
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the sunset means a new beginning will come</div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-88039685430182203612012-12-29T19:09:00.001-08:002012-12-29T19:10:16.284-08:00Sad Music..preferablyDuring this stressful moments<br />
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and sad times</div>
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hearing to sad songs is most preferably</div>
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especially this one<br />
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yes....a repeating lyrics</div>
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is still suits me and what my mind is telling me</div>
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hmm~</div>
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p/s: never known the singers...heard it as an ost</div>
nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-45802753733772276382012-12-26T05:25:00.002-08:002012-12-26T05:25:44.896-08:00Mixed Feelingssakit hati...sedih...hampa...stress<br />
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kata2 orang berputus asa<br />
tapi apa kan daya<br />
kita hanya insan biasa<br />
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kadang kita diuji seketika<br />
hati sudah mula membara<br />
menyalah kan takdir tanpa sedar<br />
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hanya insan yang sabar<br />
iman yang teguh<br />
redha yang tinggi<br />
mampu menyusuri<br />
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---kita sentiasa mengharap orang disekeliling dapat merasakan dan memahami apa yang kita rasa<br />
------kita sentiasa mengharap kawan yang dipanggil sahabat itu jua dapat memahami rasa kasih kita padanya<br />
---------kasih yang tidak mengharap apa-apa balasan~~hanya mengharap kefahaman-nya<br />
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~~~tetapi seikhlas manakah kasih kita?nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-33178218590745006992012-12-17T10:27:00.003-08:002012-12-17T10:54:10.035-08:00Minor Bumps<br />
The first thought that i would want to say here is how stressful my dental life is. this past few weeks i've been faced with very difficult clinic session following with very unpleasant reviews...<br />
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But in the end of the day..I've realize nothing beats the calmness that you would earn after noticing that Allah and Islam itself will still be there for you. Reading some of the post in FB i've stumbled upon a quote saying, Hadis Rasulullah: “ Seandainya aku berjalan bersama saudaraku untuk memenuhi sesuatu hajat,maka hal itu lebih aku cintai daripada iktikaf sebulan di masjid”. It says that melaksanakan kerja2 islam lebih utama daripada melakukan ibadah2 sunat.<br />
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Of all the things that we're worried of, studies and etc, it is still not the biggest problem yet (not that we don't have to be concern about it). Realizing that how big the world is, and how big our responsibility as muslim..made me aware that every difficulty that we face is just a minor bumps we have to endure along this path of Islam.<br />
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What really matter is that our work for Islam still very long, need to be consistent, and that is the requirement from Allah to be a true muslim.<br />
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Hadis Rasulullah:Org yg paling dicintai Allah swt adalah org yg paling bermanfaat kepada orang lain. Amal yg paling dicintai Allah adalah memasukkan kegembiraan dalam hati org muslim,menghilgkan kesulitannya,melunasi hutangnya atau mengusir rasa laparnya.<br />
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Still very please to be a future dentist:)<span style="background-color: white;">
</span>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-42273050572566522752012-11-13T04:07:00.000-08:002013-07-31T21:07:45.237-07:00oh STRESSoh...i am soo stress out right now...<br />
the end of the year is coming by<br />
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that means our CDP presentation is coming up<br />
RESEARCH!<br />
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i don't know what will happen<br />
when we did the proposal...all that i could think of is, to finish and be done with the proposal<br />
so we just took a title that is in store for us as long as it does not include questionnaires..<br />
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now looking back...it could be hardest part yet to get the 1 type of tooth we're looking for<br />
since we need to look for it<br />
which means we could POSSIBLY get it<br />
which means---> we may or may not get it<br />
or in other words---> there is a steep chance of getting the required teeth needed<br />
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i'm so confused right now...<br />
once there were a doctor asking about the significance of it<br />
i couldn't answer<br />
yes...there is a significance...still not very strong<br />
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changing the title has always been revolving in my mind<br />
but still i'm still holding on what my friend said in these crucial times<br />
" we just have to make do with what we have.."<br />
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Yassir ummura na Ya Allah<br />
Rabbi Yassir wala tu'assir<br />
<br />nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-69864405769537615372012-09-01T09:13:00.000-07:002013-04-13T09:46:06.377-07:00End of my free willTomorrow will be the last day before i start my new sem. This monday I will be attach to a clinic in KL, doing God knows what, probably just observing... I hope<br />
This three whole week break felt somewhat long in the beginning however relentlessly to be quiet short at the very end. For sure, I had very much enjoyed staying away from the faculty, not thinking at all about patients. Given my mind a rest. For a while.<br />
Nevertheless, everything have it's end of the toll. Next up, got to get my phones ready, numbers, patients, research (argh!!!) brace myself for the new sem. The final year.<br />
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4th Year.....<br />
A lot of memories made. Clinics. Mistakes. Regrets. Stress<br />
Disagreement. Distress.<br />
Fun. Eating non stop. Friends. Relieved.<br />
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Come to think about it, we had 3 group performances just for this year. Talk about hectic clinics.<br />
We were also given a chance to go to Bangkok. Great trip. Good Food.<br />
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-52467738926739839732012-08-31T10:05:00.001-07:002012-08-31T10:08:22.389-07:00Foods to Indulge For this sem break for about 3 weeks, i have been cooking and baking a little. some were great..some were so-so. Nonetheless I still enjoy cooking whenever I am hungry. Well, that is the only time I would force myself to cook. Twice had i bake an apple pie for breaking fast, the first try was much better than the later. twice also had i made macaroni curry bakar, still couldn't get the macaroni stick together the way they should have. Then some other common stuff.<br />
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My sister came back from egypt. thinking she may have wanted to bake us anything...the ingredients were all ready brought from Egypt. however the baker is not that into the mood yet. She said,"the mood will come.... when somebody would pay a visit for raya", And so she did. she was enthusiast when her friends were to come, baking muffins and pavlova.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pavlova. Nice one. Dreadful to make.</td></tr>
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I wonder what she would cook if that certain somebody came for a visit :P<br />
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Moving after Raya, comimg back from kampung, we(me and my sister) went to TS and Lowyat. Since she never been there, i'm in charge of the routes...which I am quite crafty at the time.<br />
We had somewhat an enjoying time which was quite short since we arrived ther in the afternoon. Stuff our tummies full with lunch before starting anything, it is somehow quite tiring really after that to walk. Very tiring.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">lunch with bul go gi. Got me fulled in seconds</td></tr>
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We were chasing after time, and it was a troublesome chasing to go back at 4.00, walking towards the LRT station, changing stations...<br />
in the end...at least I got to go somewhere that week.<br />
the rest of the days, just sitting at home -_-nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-1328721036351451852011-12-02T23:42:00.001-08:002011-12-02T23:50:16.212-08:00SuppressingThis past few past,<br />
i tried to suppress any stress and worries,<br />
not thinking too much, let everything flow as it is.<br />
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the days felt faster,<br />
the nights felt shorter..<br />
waking up with sore eyes..<br />
it feels so cozy being on bed,<br />
nevertheless, the bed should be my sworn enemy, hmm...<br />
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for now, the clinic runs swiftly.<br />
Not thinking too much about patient..<br />
like my Dr always says "tak payah fikir sangat pasal patient,<br />
we had done our part, x yah pening2 dah"<br />
another Dr would say "sape suruh dia x jaga gigi dia elok2"<br />
ok, maybe not a very good quote -_-<br />
but at least to give my heart at ease for the time<br />
until the next session will start.<br />
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right now, feeding my addiction to b2st ^_^<br />
<br />nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-23854922366539780432011-11-26T02:57:00.001-08:002012-12-17T10:43:00.290-08:00Sick 2My second wave of viral fever came back after 2 years. the symptoms and duration were just the same except that this one does not start with a 'ketumbit'. overall, it may be initiated by having too much stress, too much worries...wallahualam<br />
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this time around, i vomit a lot everytime i ate my medicine. then, i just couldn't stand to drink plain water or eat anything. it all give me the thought of puking.<br />
for the past 4 days, i could only eat a spoonful for every meal. <br />
for the past 4 nights, i couldn't sleep properly, waking every hour, the dreams were very disturbing.<br />
i slept with my mother for two nightsthinking it would be easier to go to sleep, it worsen. my head were burning all night making it harder to sleep.<br />
after a couple of time went to the clinic, check my blood, taking many many pills....which i couldn't take any more...<br />
my fever finally relieved when i finally can sleep soundly on my bed, on my own.<br />
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alhamdulillah, for He has grant me this gift again.<br />
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right now my condition, quite dizzy <br />
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<br />nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-89964043581567997692011-09-14T09:18:00.000-07:002012-12-17T10:45:51.131-08:00Coming Back<br />
Coming back to campus. Officially i'm announced as 4th year dental student. still alot more to learn, alot more requirement to fulfill. Within a few clinic I had these few days, haven’t been what I had expected(seriously when had it been?) <br />
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being in a new cubicle, a new dental chair, and partners, makes it all different. Feeling quiet depressed at the moment since my patient could not spend the whole time at the clinic as it was supposed to be. Nonetheless, I knw He had other better plans for me….<br />
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Looking back, none of my patient never seems to fill my criteria, but I guess it is as what I can bare of. Bracing myself of what to come. Got to be more resilient..tebal muka panggil patient datang in whatever the circumstances is.<br />
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How time flies<br />
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3rd year was the hardest year I had ever encounter(for now). The most damp year with tears and despair. Yet it is the fastest year. I could still remember the day I injected my friend with LA, having difficulty making her impression and gently scaling her teeth. How every simple thing seems to be a very nerve-racking situation for me.<br />
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Now I’m in my 4th year which I’m expected to know everything, still only get a hang of class I and scaling. Trying to be as gentle as possible to my patient(hehe)nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-73333930141962849182011-06-24T05:48:00.000-07:002013-07-31T21:26:00.458-07:00Happy 8th Birthday!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWjXXtegx-kjcWJypJ1uH664bhrYef_taREZ_kPhdJbBxADxdjicaY_SPHeRzcKxe-lc7vm0O960Cg5xzN6rghgosJ0yxrPEOUIhTpNSDnDyR4K5pHS9nBCvRK4Bvpp-DmkEU3zGM7_6f7/s1600/20062011256.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5621771549408436914" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWjXXtegx-kjcWJypJ1uH664bhrYef_taREZ_kPhdJbBxADxdjicaY_SPHeRzcKxe-lc7vm0O960Cg5xzN6rghgosJ0yxrPEOUIhTpNSDnDyR4K5pHS9nBCvRK4Bvpp-DmkEU3zGM7_6f7/s400/20062011256.JPG" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 400px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 300px;" /></a><br />
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Last tuesday was my little brother's birthday. He was anticipating it for about a month before it come into term.<br />
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so we went to buy his favourite chocolate cake and a pencil box present for him that afternoon. A kid enthusiasm is indescribable when it comes to their birthdays. No candle of course.</div>
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the next day, he came back from school with a present in his hand. somebody had given him a present. what's really astonishing that it came from a 15 year old boy at the school. Words had it that he really adores Fauzul. how nice is that! wish i had a secret admirer...</div>
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still, i don't blame that boy, i myself still adore him (even though he annoys me now and then).</div>
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i don't know when will this stop. i remember that whenever i had a new brother or sister, i always adore them until the next one came. but what will you do with the last one?</div>
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nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-23398375542737646592011-05-14T05:43:00.000-07:002011-05-14T05:49:42.849-07:00Xm<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >Yesterday was the day the result came out for our first clinical year. Before the day came, we had to wait for 3 days( which in reality is longer than that). The theory papers had finished 2 weeks before The next 2 weeks were for our clinical exams (3 session)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >The clinical exams</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >Which I had done poorly,</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >GS: “owh, you’re going to fail, man” These words I would never forget, be it an act of psychology or just plainly scolding me. That what made me burst…..as I went into the quarantine room. I thought to myself “ I shouldn’t be like this” “stop it, stop it”, the lecturer were there,</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" ><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>thank god I was among of the earliest, the emotion dried away, and more importantly I managed to escape the mva cases (o_0). The short case was a big helped I guess for my score(hmm..)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >GM: “ok, this patient has a renal problem, what more would you ask?” I started with “owh….ahh……” why did it have to be renal which I didn’t revise at all for this exams (tend to go for target subjects only) even though I would know it (supposedly) I went blank nevertheless tried to answer stutteringly.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >a result made from wardrounds started about 2 month ago.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" ><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>The day: Alhamdulillah, I manage to make it. I passed all 12 subjects. All praise be to Him.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" ><span style="mso-tab-count:1"> </span>For someone who had failed 5 subject before, I am very grateful.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >All that I could think of was what my friend had said to me “ it was all up to our prayers if we were ever to make it” </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US" >to my friends, don't be sad, we will always be there to support you and pray for you. i'm ready to help you guys.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p></p>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-18406105600316441562011-05-12T01:16:00.000-07:002011-05-13T13:42:09.232-07:00thoughts<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i><br /></i></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>When my eyes couldn’t shut tight</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>My heart keeps on racing</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>When I do close my eyes</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>Flashes of light keeps popping out of nowhere</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>My eyes is in a REM state</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>By I’m not sleeping</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>My heart keeps on racing</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>What is it that made me hook up</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>My heart felt as if it would burst</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>My brain felt small and getting smaller</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>As if it is being crush</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i>What is this thoughts~</i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><i> </i></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><i> </i></span></o:p></span></p>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-40514790281583707222010-12-04T17:45:00.000-08:002010-12-04T18:26:48.526-08:00free Weekends<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">What do I do in times like this?</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">The results still hasn’t come out yet.</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span"></span></span></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Without any pressure, without any urge,</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">The books still dusting away in their racks.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span"></span></span></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; ">I’m in a desperate effort to finish my only one novel</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Still half way through it,</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">But still a long way to go.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">The 14 inch screen’s reaching out to me,</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">It manipulated me to still clinging on.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">After window to window,</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">From picture to picture.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Just an excuse to do my assignment,</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">Which never seem to find its end.</span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; "><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></span></span></p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdEmE0GHWSYAuMQLCI4aMtHhURNbBk5GcA-lJfV1B5MGm2KmcEDUezdGWcA-0aT7Z0I0zALXbxwmHvN9O1heUsNKS5iLrn1KzDFwzBikj-RZlhs38Ycj3B_nqPYLn5MhxUortt1lPA5N-9/s1600/DSC01611.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdEmE0GHWSYAuMQLCI4aMtHhURNbBk5GcA-lJfV1B5MGm2KmcEDUezdGWcA-0aT7Z0I0zALXbxwmHvN9O1heUsNKS5iLrn1KzDFwzBikj-RZlhs38Ycj3B_nqPYLn5MhxUortt1lPA5N-9/s320/DSC01611.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547017767542942898" /></a> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span">i'm still waiting though,</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span">2 weeks to go</span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">And they’ll be here. </span></span></span></p>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-40485940502240467752010-11-17T04:21:00.001-08:002010-12-04T17:43:58.833-08:00Fear and anxious<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></i></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >I don’t know why? But this feeling keeps on coming.</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ever since holiday started, I always feel unease,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >I know things will turn up this way,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Always in fear,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Knowing that it will burst and explode,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >I couldn’t stand it any longer,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Tears would break out in my mind,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Somehow I manage to suppress it.</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Feeling sorry for myself and others,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Why does the thought of resentment always,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Come knocking into my head.</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Sadness comes whispering into my ears,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" > </span></span></i></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Never in my life I count the days when,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >The most waited week to end so fast,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >I’ve plan everything I wanted to do </span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >When I’m alone…</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" > </span></span></i></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Yes I’m selfish, very.</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Thinking of only me,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >But I’ve never fail to think,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >Of their happiness,</span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >And always be anxious.</span></span></i></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" > </span></span></i></span></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></i></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><br /></p>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-29565786500679580412010-10-10T05:25:00.000-07:002010-10-10T05:57:18.689-07:00Early Clinic<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnc7CTxLXLp6QOS2jJxppCrc_B6sv9IlUBKormgxCyYbsSS_2OMlBgVGL1LjcP7UQ1vpc7lqbX3pmkQjNMNPucr3guTUBu3g0F9UMGhak2_2VcP1zn6WGe0ATFT-AFrtbGFBISKEjYOE3g/s1600/book.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnc7CTxLXLp6QOS2jJxppCrc_B6sv9IlUBKormgxCyYbsSS_2OMlBgVGL1LjcP7UQ1vpc7lqbX3pmkQjNMNPucr3guTUBu3g0F9UMGhak2_2VcP1zn6WGe0ATFT-AFrtbGFBISKEjYOE3g/s400/book.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526396507119028658" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Whenever we had to start clinic,</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"></span>head start twirling, my whole body is unease</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">All that I could think is to get away from all of this</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">That day may come to me with ease.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">But the period would never be decided to fall.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Courage and endurance keeps drifting back and forth</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Still seeking the passion to keep holding on.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-41198246148916636942010-08-21T16:35:00.000-07:002010-08-21T17:11:41.200-07:00Kerunsingan<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp4y1y3pVchbyAI6Pe3sqdOqkcl3OqzBb71WBQmsgmivkdqMkbqd3eiEhDwXDignah55g4JDKByddP87HTxe8SzA9aPCDeu_I7fN0te8C-4YSm0B22-2s1mKafnwzVdM0klOTDCYL81iIw/s1600/DSC01425.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgp4y1y3pVchbyAI6Pe3sqdOqkcl3OqzBb71WBQmsgmivkdqMkbqd3eiEhDwXDignah55g4JDKByddP87HTxe8SzA9aPCDeu_I7fN0te8C-4YSm0B22-2s1mKafnwzVdM0klOTDCYL81iIw/s400/DSC01425.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508019287319978066" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><i></i></span></p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><i><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Tika ini saat paling runsing</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Rintangan dan dugaan datang</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Bergilir-gilir tidak pernah lekang</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">mengharap jauh sinar mendatang</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Tika ini saat paling runsing</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Bila mana ketenangan hilang</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Resah gelisah terus tertanam</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Rumit sudah kesudahan</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Tika ini saat paling runsing</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Fikiranku kuat bertekad</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Masa akan mengubah</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal">Hanya sabar mendidik perasaan</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><o:p> </o:p></p></i></span><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt"><o:p> </o:p></p></div>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5074584061779937918.post-3367074516736560932010-08-08T11:57:00.000-07:002010-08-08T12:09:28.594-07:00pulau Kapas Class Educational Trip =)<div><br /></div><div>i know this is quite late <div>but i really didn't have the mood to post it until now.</div><div><br /></div><div>all i want to say is that is was really exciting, fun, mesmerizing, most importantly i would never forget this experience with you guys my friend. the first ever class trip held by ourselves to an island which most of us didn't really got a chance to go before.</div><div><br /></div><div>*Clapping to ourselves!</div></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpY0hhXk-_GruzjDLpMjYpyJtjds5vdR4WtX0IjMXtcwIktW2U9-GyOMhm3bM0SAQ7iYqa5kgbWQCKJywLxrHkt2Bm7OumjQlqHTslhS7bCAZO4LILwnFCyX7ApuvjSV5F34emI8xE1IkE/s1600/bigkbkj.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpY0hhXk-_GruzjDLpMjYpyJtjds5vdR4WtX0IjMXtcwIktW2U9-GyOMhm3bM0SAQ7iYqa5kgbWQCKJywLxrHkt2Bm7OumjQlqHTslhS7bCAZO4LILwnFCyX7ApuvjSV5F34emI8xE1IkE/s400/bigkbkj.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5503117985538896514" /></a>nysahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03140871750089240325noreply@blogger.com0