pulau Kapas Class Educational Trip =)

i know this is quite late

but i really didn't have the mood to post it until now.

all i want to say is that is was really exciting, fun, mesmerizing, most importantly i would never forget this experience with you guys my friend. the first ever class trip held by ourselves to an island which most of us didn't really got a chance to go before.

*Clapping to ourselves!

Family Trip

Finally i got a chance to go on a trip with my family,

Which i had miss a lot recently throughout this 3 years being a student in USIM. My family would always went to vacations that would always be very fascinating and i would not got a chance to went with them, either i’ve got classes or exams.

Eventhough it was only for 1 day, it was worth it. We went to Sungai Klah Hot Springs Park, Sungkai, Perak. Felda made recreation park. Entry ticket is RM10 per person. There were a lot of people, nevertheless i would not miss a chance to went in the pool. There were a lot of pools of various temperature; 30˚C, 45˚C, 50˚C. There is a therepeutic area, egg boiling area, family spa.

Wasn’t really interesting, but at least i could spend my time with my family.

Fauzul wasn's really into photo taking=)

eating out

Last Monday, during the evening, walid, umi and the rest came to sent my white coat I left back home.

They just came back from Sg Congkak.

Then we went to dine in an Arabic food restaurant, Rawsha, in jln Ampang.

there will always serve with sour cream..

a very large portion of rice

with a very tender beef served~

very nice though.

A new chapter

Entering year 3 is very thrilling but at the same time very scary. Thinking that i'm going to face a patient very very soon, is a very heart-throbbing situation. What will I do? Am I capable of doing it?

Last week we did a competency test, and I almost entirely did the wrong things in my work and diagnosis. Thankfully we will have loads of other test throughout this month before we had our hands on a real patient. Hopefully it goes well.

Then we had a seminar held at the faculty, and that was a good break for us from our emotional stress and worse thoughts of what to come.

After this 2 week, there would be a lot of work being done throughout this year. No more lying here and there talking and daydreaming. With my budget running out on books, I might as well read them off as much as it worth. No more letting them dusting away on the shelves like I used to during the past years.

Be prepared for anything to come!

New goal for this year: limit my shopping expenses~

during clinical attachment

Hari-hariku kelihatan putih sahaja

menjelang minggu peperiksaan

ada saja yang keluar dari benak fikiran ku.

bangun saja dari tidur,

kertas putih ku capai..

meneliti sehabis mungkin apa yang terpapar..

namun dapatkah aku menangkap apa yang tersurat

pada warna putih itu?

lihat saja ke luar tingkap

sebuah bangunan putih tersergam tinggi

bagai ditenggalami bersama langit putih di sekelilingnya

dapatkah aku membezakannya?

masih banyak lagi helaian kertas putih perlu ku kapai

terhampar menanti....

Kuatkan diriku

agar ku tegar menghadapi ujian putih ini.

planning is easy

planning is easy,

it is the joy we predict for our future,

the happiness which is for told upon us,

the rush of the unknown,

the tension of the unexpected.

but, does it still count

if it is all too late to realize

the flow have all drifted away

as the sun will not wait to rise

and the moon would still shine

leaving man clutching for their lives

still uncertain..

Sick

It's all started with an eye sty or better known as 'ketumbit'.
I got it on tuesday morning on my right good eye and it started to be very irritating.
Still, i had to stand it since we got optech class in the evening.
The next day it started to wear off, a good thing since we had optech class the whole day long..(~.~)
Then, at night i felt very tired but didn't went to bed immediately like i did previously,
but watched a movie with my friends.
Unfortunately my eyes couldn't take it any longer and my friend said it was already became red.
So i give up trying and went to bed since my head is driving me crazy.
On the bed, i couldn't seem to close my eyes and fall asleep, and my head's spinning.
i got up off bed and went to the toilet a few times.
it was very cold that night. i was forced to wear my overly thick sweater.

I finally got asleep at 2 am.

The next day is when my fever strike. I wake up very late and I feel very exhausted.

I still went for Optech class that day half-heartedly.

I didn’t have the strength to call out the doctor to check my work and tail him around the lab.

So, I just sat and waited at my place.

Fortunately the new doctor was very fast checking all of our work, especially mine since I always got wrong. Thankfully, we only had morning session on that day.

On Friday night, I was shivering like crazy. I turned off the fan, slightly closed the window and covered myself with a blanket and went asleep at 9.45pm.

That night, I couldn’t sleep well, I keep waking up every 2 hours and changing my position.

I thought to myself that I wouldn’t want to go for tomorrow’s optech.

However, I did.

I took things very slowly and carefully and rarely call out for the doctor.

That evening I had to go home by train. Luckily there was Zara to come along. She was taking the same route.

After I had arrived home, I just collapsed.

I had a severe headache, very high temperature, and several sleepless nights. I had a fever for almost a week then.

When your sick, you couldn't remember how does it feel to be healthy.

Many thoughts came running through your head, am i going to be hospitalized again? been diagnosed for something? is this it?

I’m just grateful that I'm healthy again, I think.

Moral of the story,

If you are tired, take a rest and a nap..

and eat your meds accordingly~